I dreaded today from the moment I found out I was miscarrying. Today was suppose to be joyous and exciting and something we have never experienced. Today was the day I was to have my first ultrasound. Last night, I went to bed wishing I could skip today. I didn't want to deal with any more pain. But here I am, wondering about what should have been.
To Angel Baby #3-
I should have saw your heartbeat on a screen today
I should have received your very first photo, that would be the start of many.
I should have been happy and excited that everything was going as planned.
I should have been able to celebrate with your daddy.
I should have been able to announce your existence to our close family and friends.
I should have been able to cry happy tears.
I should have been able to plan for your birth date.
I should have been experiencing morning sickness.
I should have been able to wake up and scream to the world, I get to see my little one's precious life today.
Instead here I am, missing you and your siblings more than ever, wondering where you are...
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